Disappointment

She was sad. Ricky hasn't texted since last Wednesday and had showed a very small sign of life since then. Probably he was living good moments next to his girl. Once he had said they had some good and bad moments. They were definitely going through a nice phase now. And Claire felt so dumb, so lonely, lack of hope. She hadn't lost much, that's for sure. it was a dream, he was kinda famous among this group of people and she was just some lost girl who lived in the countryside by the moutains. Actually she didn't care if he was famous or not...he was handsome. That's all. And he had those small eyes which were so cute and sexy. But strangely he had just disappeared and maybe, among all the reasons she imagined he could have done this for, maybe because she acted kinda immature the last time they talked. some intimacy through a video call was not the best way to break the ice, specially when you're not home alone. Even though she really wanted, she felt embarrassed to be sharing that moment with a guy she barely knew. There would be no future for both of them, she repeated that to herself like a thousand times. So, it would be over anyway. Sooner or later. At this point, she had alreday unblocked him on Instagram, but she didnt keep following his page anymore. She couldn't stand seeing those photos and remembering that he had probably completely forgotten about her. And besides, there were also other ghosts driving Claire crazy. Work kept her busy and she was able to distract herself and try not to think about Ricky and the ghosts that much.